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I felt myself rip and I havent felt that much pain in my life, he did what he wanted and then told me to get up and beeg sexxx clean myself up, then to clean the sheets. I mean can you believe that shit? How could anybody beeg porn videos be such a fuckin' prick. My ass hurt so bad I could hardly walk." Alex reached for Eddie www.beeg..com who pulled away at first, he looked at him as if beeg mp4 he didn't recognize him. "hey it's b eeg me. It's o.k now" Alex reached for him beegs again and he gave in and buried his face into Alex's chest. "the next day when my cousins came back down I pushed them aside and went up the stairs. I don't know why but I just thought that if I could get out of that basemaent www.beeg they wouldn't hurt me, but I was wrong, so when they came at me I started to anal beeg throw shit at beeg com. them and grabbed a coat and ran out the beeg.coom door. I didn't care where I went as long as it wasn't there. Alex gently layed Eddie onto a pillow and got up. "i'll be right back" he said."gonna get sumthin to drink" "o.k" Eddie said sleepily. When beeg sex video Alex came back Eddie was already asleep. He crawled in bed next to him and Eddie instantly snuggled against him. When Alex woke up Eddie was nowhere to be found, he looked in the bathroom but he was not there. He wouldn't hear from him again for beeeg another month, Eddie had been sent to his uncles again and when he got there beeg tube his uncle was pissed, he started to hit him with a belt beeg sexxn so Eddie grabbed his shit and ran beegxx again. The next time they talked, Eddie was in a group home, Alex beeg lesbian went to see him but Eddie was very distant, he talked mostly about how hopeless everything seemed. He would run away from the group home and when he got caught again he would call Alex. Alex visited a few more times and the two talked about how perhaps Alex's parents could sign Eddie out and they could hang out. Eddie would agree with not much conviction. Eddie had mentioned a man he met while in Chicago named Vincent, said he had offered him a place to stay. "anythings better than this" He would say. He told Alex about how he had started to hustle to make beegporn money and then he would talk about his mom awhile, he never seemed to be mad at her. beeg poto It's like he couldn't get himself www.beeg.com to blame her for putting him through that shit. Alex couldn't comprehend that. Alex knew that their relationship would never be the same.... continued... just one more chapter of this series porn beeg read the other beeg indian axeman titles for answers to any questions. i hope you have sex beeg liked this story AXL Date: Sat, 24 May 2003 beeg..com 01:19:14 -0400 From: Drow Elf Subject: Eddie-complete O====================================================o "Eddie" An erotic fantasy by drow elf. (c) 11-18-90. Revisions: 12-13-91, 5-24-2003 Another tale to be placed in the eternal archive of gay erotica, nifty.org beeg.com Dedicated to Roy of Texas, who sent me an encouraging fan mail at indian beeg just the right time. o====================================================o =-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=--=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=- In chat with Nifty, he happened to mention that he liked beeg xnxx Eddie, one of my few romances written at an early age. He had only a portion of the story. So I lightly burnished this old copy of the complete story and sent it to him. I am past the age of romances site beeg.com beeg now, and happier, because romantic love has many facets, few of them pleasant. But these fictions where Romance succeeds are sweet like a summer's breeze. (I do make a distinction between Romantic love and realistic, everyday love.) Like every writer I crave feedback, criticism, and acclaim. From the xxxbeeg lair of the drow May the 24th, 2003. =-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=--=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=- Eddie - Complete Written by Drow Elf -- r a d i x m beegxx a l l o r u m Io credo, che saranno radi Che tua ragione intendan bene beeg porno Tanto lor sei faticoso ed alto. =-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=--=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=- Chapter 1: Meeting in the Park. ~The pale young man sits before me, his brown hair tossed carelessly over his brow. He is compactly muscular and I have already witnessed his agility; this is not a man to be trifled with. He is 18 but far wiser in the beeh ways беег of беег the world than many older men I have known. My name is Derrick Hart. I am a traveller. I have been many places and I have seen many things. I brought this boy back from beegcom the Dead. He will tell you about that and many other things as well. His name is Karl and he is my student now. 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We did many things together and helped one another in countless ways. Over a year passed beeg until we reached that terrible cusp in time beeg sex video to which you, Derrick, were a witness, when I lost Eddie forever. Chapter 2: At School and at Home. It was late evening. I sat in my room, contemplating the day's events. Cute Eddie, that boy with black hair, 14 years old, and with those shy brown eyes. How could it be, I wondered, that we moved so beeg hindi quickly into each others' arms. It sounded like one of those silly stories you read... I daydreamed lazily about Eddie, lying naked in my arms; moaning beneath beeg. me as beeg mom we copulated; smiling at me in the park; laughing beeg com as he sat perched upon my shoulders. I thought about how grand the days to come would be. beeg . Everything I did, everywhere I went would be with Eddie. I picked up the phone and dialed the number Eddie had given me before he left. It rang once. "Hello?" a teenage girl beeg come answered. 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Adios, loverboy!" In my best Olde English voice I said, "Goodbye, my immoral vagabond!" We met milf beeg in front of the beeg.con school, as we had agreed. I walked up and saw Eddie sitting on a bench reading a novel. On the ground beside him lay his school books. He wore blue jeans and beeg videos a black shirt, the favored attire for a beeg . guy who's deeply into heavy metal, but I knew Eddie wasn't the type. He looked fine in those clothes; the black shirt matched sex beeg his black hair. But he looked fine in anything, or better in nothing. beeg hd As I approached his www beeg com eyes darted beeh up from the book, and he grinned, looking beeg moms me up and down. I felt his eyes probing my body, feeling, grasping. I relished the attention. "Hi!" he said. "Hi. You look great." "So wwwbeeg do you!" Our eyes met, spoke a thousand words, parted. He sighed. I lifted a hand to his book. "So...what are you reading? ~Interview with the Vampire~ by Anne Rice. Hmm, that sounds like an interesting interview." "It's very romantic and well-written." "Hmm, I might like to hold that after you're finished with beeg x it." He grinned with an air of mischief. "You'd like to hold it, huh?" "Hmm?" beegxxx I smiled distractedly. Eddie continued, "You'd like to beeq.com hold IT after I've finished with IT, wouldn't you?" "You know I would." I wanted beeg xx to grasp his leg right then, but mindful of where we were, I just nudged my elbow at his ribs. He laid an arm on my shoulder and tilted towards me, laughing. "Okay...okay..." he said finally, trying to catch his breath. "We'll partake of begg more...indoor sports...tonight." After he had calmed down, we talked about the classes we beeg indian had that day and how we knew they would take forever since beeg free we were both so eager. He told me the number of his bus and beeg jepang where beeg jepang it was parked. When the school bell rang, we both stood up. 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Why beeg sex don't you guys come on over and watch it with me? My parents are going out to eat tonight, so we could have a few beers begg or something." Mark said, "Alright! That sounds cool! But what movie? And where are bee you getting the beer?" "My uncle said he'd get me some, as long as I give him the money for it. And I'm getting ~Lord of the Flies~, the latest version. I liked the book, so I wanna see the movie." Chris said. I said, "I don't think I'll be able to make it. I'd like to, but I'm going over to a friend's house today, a guy I met yesterday, and I'll probably sleep over at his house and go to www beeg com school with him in the morning." Of course, https //beeg.com nothing was implied by what I said. Chris and Mark led straight lifestyles to my knowledge and were pretty naive about gay relationships. I did occasionally beegs speculate about Chris' proclivities, but xxx beeg not often enough to beeg porche tempt me to ask him. Chris beeg .com and Mark were both attractive www beeg but I milf beeg beeg massage considered them only as friends, not as sexual beings. I was .beeg content with things the way they were. They looked at me, and Chris asked, "Who's this guy? Do we know him?" "Nah, I doubt it. He's a freshman by the name of Eddie...um, I don't know his last www.beeg com name." Mark beeg mp4 said, "I don't know him." Chris said, "Nope. Never heard of an 'Eddie'." I said, "Well, he's pretty cool. I met him in the park yesterday when I cut school. We got to talking and I found out that he went to the same school I did. He was suspended for smoking cigarettes." Mark looked at Chris and said, "Remember that time you got suspended for smoking a cigarette in the library?" Chris smiled. "Yeah..." We chatted for a while longer beeg porn until the bell rang and we had to return to our cells...I mean, our classes. The beeh day finally expired and beegporn I found Eddie's bus at the designated area. I climbed aboard and was pleasantly surprised. It wasn't too crowded; in fact, there was room enough for each kid to have his own seat and not be forced to share. That meant...yes, that meant that Eddie beeg anal and I could sit together. Eddie had picked the very last seat at the end of the bus, and no one was on the other side, so we would teen beeg have a little privacy. He was smiling as I walked down the aisle, looking coyly up at me, his soft black hair drooping over those irresistible brown eyes, with his head resting beeq.com on his hands. I sat down beeg xxx and he moved over, and I moved mom beeg all the way over to him until we were touching each other, side by side. We felt each others warmth. He placed his right hand snugly between our legs, by his pocket. He said, "So how was school?" "Fine, but waiting was hell." "Yeah, I know what you mean." We didn't say much during the ride. We just kept sitting closely against each other. 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She said "Hi!" and walked over to us and asked me what my name was, and whether I beegxxx went to the same school as Eddie and her, and whether I knew Melissa or Doris, two of her friends (I didn't). beeg.com/ www beeg Her name was Cindy and she was a sophomore, a beeg mature year beeg tube beeg hairy older than Eddie. I thought she was cute, but not as cute beeg videos as Eddie. She left soon after--to talk on the phone, we discovered, as we heard bits porno beeg beag.com and pieces of an intense adolescent-female discussion. After her departure hd beeg beeg massage Eddie leaned over to me to ask a question. "Do you think she's better looking than I am, Karl?" I shook my head. "She's alright. She's kinda cute. But you're just flat-out gorgeous, and that's all beeq.com there is to it." "I wouldn't mind, you know. If you liked her too. If you made love to her." "Eddie!" "Well, I'm not a jealous person. beeg milf That's all. I love you a lot. 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